Bad Depression.
I don't know what I want by typing this but oh well.
Lately, everything has been getting worse and itd be a lie to say that im trying because im really not. I just want to give up and be done with everything. Ive had depression or symptoms of it since i was 12 due to domestic violence, neglect and other things which didnt really bother me becuase i thought it was normal for everyone to experience these things but now, i dont feel normal.
Suicide is constantly on my mind and im constantly feeling numb to the point i cant even remember when i properly enjoyed something. 7cups has been an amazing platform for me to anonymysly converse with others to help mitigate or find a solution but now, i give up.
Theres no solution to such a deep rooted problem like mine. Ive tried all solutions to get better, thinking about how my relatives were to be if i stopped trying or my friends or other people ive come to know but i really dont care. I hate this - it so much. Im tired, really tired and im so done.
@skqptaa honestly i get where your coming from, i also grew up with domestic violence around me, it was a very bad environment. I know its hard, but talking to a therapist or doctor might benefit you. Its rough but i know you can get through it. Im not a listener on here, but if you ever want to talk to someone who can relate im here
@skqptaa 🙁 there may not be a cure, but somehow we have to find away to live alongside it. I know that feeling of wanting to curl up in a dark cave, away from everything and just be. 😥 sits beside you and hugs you tightly ❤ it's hard to keep going sometimes, but you've came this far. If you give up now, then what would the point of it all been? We all have a reason a purpose. Sometimes we won't know what that reason is till we meet the big guy in the sky. But till then keep fighting through the best you can ❤❤ gives you another hug ❤
@skqptaa I know that depression can be very difficult. It is okay to feel bad. You have to know that you are not alone. It is always possible to find someone to listen to you without judgment. It seems that you want to feel better but no matter what to do, you always deel bad. Perseverance will be an unavoidable skill. If you continue to seck for help, you will feel better. You deserve to be listened to without judgment.
