Always feel alone and unloved
I've made many friends online as forums are easier for me to express myself than irl. But, it's been 5 months and I've stopped posting or talking to people. Mainly because I was always reaching out to them first to chat or hang out in a voice lobby. Now it's been dead silent since I stopped making the effort. I thought I was loved there...I guess I was wrong....just wish people gave *** about me instead of lying to my face...it's so hard for me to make friends and then they always use me and throw me away like trash
@fairmindedBalsam4236 I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It's tough when friendships don't meet our expectations. Remember, your worth isn't defined by others' actions. It's okay to take a step back and focus on relationships that are mutually supportive. You deserve friends who value and appreciate you.