Accomplishments

I'm really upset. I feel like all the things I "tried" to do over the last few years were just pointless. And I'm sad because I just don't want to do "anything". Maybe in a way I'm grieving? Or I've just lost all the will to struggle lol. I get myself to work, do what I need, and grab a snack when I'm hungry. Everything else just sort of falls away in importance/necessity/everything.