2 weeks
![User Profile: kaymar60](http://d37v7cqg82mgxu.cloudfront.net/img/7cupsUser.jpg)
I'm tired, lonely, hopeless and in 2 weeks I'll be free. Nobody knows it though. I won't be able to get over this mental pain, it's been here for too long. I'm messed up and the only way out is in 2 weeks...
![User Profile: angelheart2011](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_e1485066b412301ezFXWozKPW4BsT252jnPDYo6UoOfefhXX2ExVTSQbmMI.jpeg)
@kaymar60
Are you considering su!c!de?
Yes
![User Profile: angelheart2011](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_e1485066b412301ezFXWozKPW4BsT252jnPDYo6UoOfefhXX2ExVTSQbmMI.jpeg)
@kaymar60
please don't. please seek help. please please please don't please don't.
I've tried to seek help. Nothing works.
![User Profile: angelheart2011](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_e1485066b412301ezFXWozKPW4BsT252jnPDYo6UoOfefhXX2ExVTSQbmMI.jpeg)
@kaymar60
I'm sorry.
![User Profile: angelheart2011](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_e1485066b412301ezFXWozKPW4BsT252jnPDYo6UoOfefhXX2ExVTSQbmMI.jpeg)
@kaymar60
But please call 988, the crisis hotline. They can help you, they've helped people I know before.
Thank you. I've already talked to them several times.
![User Profile: angelheart2011](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_e1485066b412301ezFXWozKPW4BsT252jnPDYo6UoOfefhXX2ExVTSQbmMI.jpeg)
@kaymar60
Please don't commit suicide. There are people who care, and they can help you. Sending you good vibes and love. <3
![User Profile: exuberantBlackberry9105](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/memberImages/2_90a04751ff1d387auj0IW-aDYLjMqc478lsM_e0w-vsdoTqaaTauktBhOZo.png)
@kaymar60 hey there. i get you, i feel you. life can get really tiring and lonely. it gets hopeless and that's really hard to deal with. i'm so sorry you're going through this.
i understand you wanna be free and it feels like the only way out. sometimes the pain is just too much, like it never goes away and it feels so hopeless. we just want the pain to end, right? i'm sorry you've been hurting for so long. i wish i could take the pain away from you. *hugs if okay* 🫂
do you wanna talk about what's been going on? i'm here if you'd like to talk. i do quite relate to how you feel. i find that for me, venting about everything going on helps me feel a little lighter sometimes. having someone who understands kinda lessens the pain sometimes. we can also find other ways you can find some relief. 🤍🤍
i'm around if you'd like to share. feel free to reach out anytime. we're here for you, okay? i know it's really hard, but i believe in you. you can make it through this. i'm glad you're here today and you can keep going. please keep fighting, please don't give up. we're here for you. *sending lots of strength and love* 💙
![User Profile: DanceInTheRain8](http://7cupstearesources.s3.amazonaws.com/listenerImages/k2Jmd3yUlZNSnW1mVFyXnZ6YrmDAdpuSm1Y!.png)
@kaymar60
Hey, just wanted to let you know that you matter. It may not seem like it at the moment, but there are people who care about you. We see you and we feel you. If this is the lowest low, imagine what your highest high could be like. When you get a chance, would you like to reach out to the 988 hotline once more or perhaps try another hotline? I've used this resource and have been helped a ton. There is a way to email, call, or text. https://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/Pages/ways-to-get-help.aspx is the link. I hope you feel better soon. Please know that we are always here for you and that you are never a burden to us.