I can't endure to hear my loved one's death anymore
I feel shocked and in deep grieve, because the one I love and who doesn't know anything about me has cancer, I can't endure that because my father's death destroyed me and being in this experience even if he won't know me is too hard. I feel that that everybody I love, and I hope to continue my life with would leave me or die.
@DinaElwy it's not an easy thought, but death is part of life😥 hsartbreaking as it all is, we need to make the most of each second we are in someone's life. Perhaps introducing yourself to him, is the best thing you can do right now. I'm really sorry about your dad. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
@Tinywhisper11 The worst thing is that he definitely doesn't want to meet new people like me and I won't be able to impose myself on his life.
@DinaElwy I'm so sorry you're experiencing this. It sounds incredibly painful to feel such a deep connection to someone while also facing the fear of loss, especially given your past experience with your father's death. The fear of losing loved ones can be overwhelming and isolating. It’s understandable that this situation would bring up a lot of strong emotions and memories for you. Expressing these feelings can be a powerful way to honor both your love for this person and the grief you're experiencing.