new to this group

hiii, i’m lili, i’m 13, and i struggle with hallucinations and have for the past 9 years.

my earliest memory of hallucinations were at 4, when i’d hear people whispering my name and touching me

at 12, everything had rapidly gotten worse, and i’d see shadowy figures, hear conversations sometimes screaming, and feel spiders crawling on me

now, i have all the same hallucinations and more, this morning, i was trying to grab a hairbrush for three minutes and then realised that it wasn’t even there, and i saw a man in my hallway for a minute straight

i don’t have delusions

idk if what i’m experiencing is psychosis or schizophrenia or what, but right now i’m really confused and this looks like the right place to be if you’re struggling with this sort of thing soo yeah