@Endure777
hi, I hope you don’t mind me tailgating you, again. I feel like I’m enduring something that I shouldn’t be. I just feel like I need to seek support but something like this does go unseen at times. It’s like behavior I am not completely supportive of, and at times, it does feel like I need to like take a chill pill or something.
Sorry if I’m not using this post correctly or in a useful way. I do recognize that I’m helping people whilest helping myself, so it feels weird, especially after online friends go away. It feels nice, but horrible at the same time. Like I just want to leave, leave and leave.
So yeah I hope you have a great day. Thank you for this post, it’s been helpful for me to get recognition, lol. I suppose it takes time, and I feel like I’m always rushing to destroy my plans.
I dunno, I feel like that’s it. So yeah, now I feel like I’m just talking. I feel like when I talk to people I feel less normal or awkward. It feels like a counterintuitive mix of autism and something else, I can’t pinpoint in life. Something about drifting and always seeking the next cheap thrill, or something.