bipolar and future
i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about two years ago and its really hitting me now, i have very bad episodes and that leads me to think about my future with it. I don't know how to deal with it since it just happens and i don't seem to catch on to it until afterwards. I worry about how it'll affect my relationships and stuff like that, it feels like im self sabotaging my future self and i absolutely hate that feeling
Living with bipolar disorder can feel overwhelming, especially when the episodes hit hard and you're not always able to recognize them until afterward. That sense of losing control can definitely stir up a lot of fear and uncertainty about your future, and I can understand why you might feel like you’re self-sabotaging or heading down a difficult path.
@CheeryMango man it completely surprised me many times.exactly like a broken switch; switches on by itsself, doesn't switch off because it's broken,can't be fixed mm I haven't have medication for at least eight years. I need it badly.abilify and Rexulti have genuinely saved my life in the past
@zombarina I was diagnosed in 2001 ,bp2,at Wy St.hospital life was very difficult before ,it was horrible then, at 62 yrs old,life is horrible now.i have nothing, I'm earning nothing currently, no fdstampd zero govt$ of any type it's currently minus 18,f here in Sheridan wyoming