Public Freak Out

I have bipolar, pmdd, gad, and ptsd. I do not socialize well. They changed the self check out to 10 items or less. I go to a cashier. She has me bag my own things and doesn’t scan my membership card and questions me when i want to check on discounts before payment. I say “I don’t like you” and walk away. She yells at me to pay. Someone does too. Then someone else. I go back furious. “Then push the button!” She already has my payment information. “Ma’am you need to pay.” Again I say, “Then push the button!” She does and I leave. An associate looks at me as I go. “She was power struggling with me and it made me mad. I’m sorry!”