Another update... another change (back to BP2)...

Alrighty... since the first appointment with a psychiatrist (16 March), there was a teaching session the next week (24 March). She spoke with me after that 2nd interview, and said she was sure it was BP1 from seeing how I handled that one. Told me to rebook in 2-3 weeks, and keep the already scheduled 27 Apr one too, wanted to bump again.

Just had that 3rd appointment yesterday (3 in a month). Now that she's had a chance to read through the typed history I had given her, and go over the notes from the previous 2 sessions. she's pretty sure it's BP2 now. The coin flip of being a danger to others when I get too high and blank out... or myself when I hit bottom...

So far the antipsychotic has been doubled in a month... and today is the first day in a long time that my brain is almost quiet, and not running 3-4 seperate directions at the same time.