Clueless
I'm already 22 and I have no idea how to date or sometimes even approach new people. The problem is that I have no idea how to flirt or even show my interest and when someone tries to flirt with me It always goes the same.. I take it as a joke or a sarcastic remark and brush it off. When I develop a crush I behave like I'm still 14 and try to avoid that person while secretly staring at them constantly. I have no idea how any of this works. I don't even know if someone even finds me attractive..
Over my life awkwardness of my behavior has fluctuated. Sometimes I stay inside my room for weeks while some days I can meet many new people.
Im really shy and timid when it comes to meeting new people. Some days I'm just a blabber mouth and others I'll just give a simple smile. Honestly, I've learned to just do what I'm comfortable with. When I really feel comfortable with a guy that I'm interested in, I act like I would if we were old friends. It doesn't always work out the best but some days I am naturally flirty and that's when the cards seem to be in y favor. Just try being you. Find people who have the same interests and genuinely like you for you.
I've got social anxiety. So when I say I don't like people. I really mean it. But since I realized it's not all me, I try to fight it. Recently, I've PM a stranger....and it was difficult, but we actually started talking and it was cool. After that first send, I'm golden. Looking back th that I actually laugh. I'm getting better. So here's to baby steps...
