Worried and confused.
I finally got selected for admission for my Master's degree in one of the best colleges for Mathematics in my country. I always assumed that this would finally make me happy, but somehow I still can't be. The tuition fee is a lot, so I'm worried about the student loan. In any case, even getting selected in this college was a big deal for me. I guess I told myself I'd be happy if I get selected because I thought I wouldn't, and this would be a good excuse for being sad, because I was sad anyway. I'm still upset about breaking up with my first love. It's been over a year, and I still feel bad about it. Or maybe I'm lonely. I seem to be confused about everything right now.
@cauchyimpersonator, First of all congratulations. This university would not have selected you if you were not suitable but they did because you are worth investing their time and effort as you are worth it. Give yourself a hug and scream joyfully as you have worked hard for this and finally you are reaping the benefit of your effort. Sorry to hear your love relationship did not end well.Hope you are able to talk about the emotions you feel or keep locked in , with someone you trust or one of the listeners at 7 cups. It might have help you to have some clarity and be more objective. By the way , this is a link to the article in 7 cups. Hope it is helpful. Feel free to browse for more articlesin 7 cups. Might give you some insights.
Thanks for your support.