Separation Anxiety and Abandonment

Hello, Im AquaLime

I have abandonment issues and separation anxiety and have since I was little. I am afraid of people leaving me alone and being left behind by all those I love. And even in a spiritual sense, being abandoned by God. I am afraid that all the people who care about me dont actaully and are pretending. I am afraid those I care about dont actually like me and just tolerate me. As a result, I deal with separation anxiety because being away from the people I care about and those who care about me hurts. Because I am afraid they wont care anymore when I see them again. And I dont think I can be without them

If anyone has any tips on surviving or just wants to share their own story this is the place.