School attack

Yesterday I was at my uni. I told myself that it will be a good day and everything goes right way. But when I go to my first classes I have had a panic attack.

It happened because of boy who's sitting in front of me. We had maths so we had some exercises to do. I dont really remember who started this stupid conversation. But I remember that I told him that I more believe my friend with this math things than I believe him. He get frustrated and started telling me that he has a six A's and only one C. I told him that is good for him and that I dont mind about his marks. I dont know why I said that, i already feel so bad about this. But then he said that Im narrow-minded. I tried to play that I dont care and stared laughing and I said to my friend "look we're narrow minded now" but he look at me again and said that IM NARROW MINDED, not my friend. I wanted to cry, I cant think about anything else but what he said.

I started panicking. I dont know what to do. Everybody dont care about it but so do I. I cant focusing on anything. I forgot how to breathe. My mind was like a tube, I feel like I will explode.

I still mind. I cry everytime I think about it and I think bout it everytime.