Playing the waiting game

I am trying to mend a broken friendship and I need to wait 6 weeks before I write my message. It has been 19 days. 6 weeks is 42 days! I have an anxious attachment style so you can imagine it has been really really hard and painful for me for the 1st two weeks. I am feeling much better now. My time of struggle is almost up. My friend will start to feel it after 3-6 weeks(different attachment style than me). That is why I have to wait. After that message & based on the response I get/don't get, it is easy to conclude we are friends or we were never friends.