One wish I have for the future is....
I have BIG dreams. Sometimes it frustrates me so much that I am not there yet . But I believe I can get there. I am going to get my massage license and start learning more about herbal medicine. It has helped me so much and I think it would make me so happy to be able to heal people in that way. I want to build a beautiful space built in harmony with nature and I want the freedom to travel. I know I have lots of inside and outside work before I am there. I love the beautiful visions that have been dancing in my head the past couple years and I'm happy I finally know what I want.
for me to have a healthy relationship with myself and others
To wake up in the morning and be excited to get up and live my life. I want to have that child-on-Christmas-morning feeling everyday, be genuinely joyful and ecstatic to be alive.
To be genuinely and consistently happy
Stop blaming myself for my ex's suicide. 
To stop getting angry for almost everything...
I know it's a huge flaw in my personality, and I can't seem to get rid of it.....
Die in the space.
To learn to live happily without my dad.
@black1995 I am so very sorry.... I don't know your age or situation but I lost a child 13 years ago and I know that's not the same as losing a parent. I can only imagine... Take everything one day at a time and remember the good times you shared with your father. Cherish those memories the rest of your life... I'm very close to my own father and I can only imagine how you must be feeling and I hope things end up getting better for you. Much love to you
~ Tranquilthought
To live happily on my own.
To be panic attack and phobia free
