One wish I have for the future is....
To find peace of mind
to find happiness without needing someone there to keep me living. I want to be able to control my thoughts and not be depressed and have anxiety. I dont want to hold onto my breathe anymore.
Uneasy about my future, how I'm going to make ends meet. I keep falling into this cycle, which then takes away from my passion and turns into an insidious cycle.
Be a fabulous trad musician, and have a talented family and also of course to be happy!
Dont let me down
Waking up and wanting to start my day, feeling like I have a decent life and I am no longer alone
to be truly happy and healthy and stop questioning if everything i do is annoying or stupid.
Be Happy
To be stable enough to complete fire recruit school and become a career firefighter.
To get rid of the voices I sometimes here. To be truly happy, with someone I care about. To be happy with school.