Never Enough

So after a long talking to, two panic attacks and being forced to go, I finally applied to some jobs. I'm still trying to unwind hours later but the problem is despite applying to five places (when I really only went out for one), my mom wants to take me out again tomorrow.

It feels like its not enough for her. Like I already have an interview from one of the places- the one I actually wanted to apply to- and she's still pushing for more.

I get that she means well and pushing got me to apply when I probably never would have otherwise, but it feels like its never enough for her. If I were afraid of something that made sense to her, it'd be different maybe but its like can I just see if this interview pans out before I put myself through another day like today for nothing?