My Work Towards A Happier Ending, A Plot Twist in My World (TRIGGER WARNING)

Today is the day I open up briefly about myself, and what has lead me to become a listener here. And Possible my goal which maybe some of you can help me out with it. So here goes nothing.

I am about 17 now and getting my mind set on what I want to do in the future, university, which undergrades, and masters late; fun I know.

But last year I tried to end my life due to my twist path battling with: Anxiety, which lead to harsh relationships, I thought when i got out of it I may be good. But God has a silly way of irony, which meant 1 year after my mother passed a way a sudden death. I didnt't have a real father just an alcoholic mess, so when mommy died I was shipped to live with some new family. I was in a bad circle of friends a this point and found my self addicted to some pain killers (KICKED THAT HABIT ! YAAY) but while in this circle and planing my moms funeral I was raped by a friend of mine .

The family I am living with didn't get why the next school year I started smoking, stopped going out and started my road to self harm. I was suffering from PTSD and clinical depression. So after enduring that pain for a year I was placed into hospitalization cause I took something to far.

(Happy part coming soon I promise)

In hospitialization I had a not so lovely experience, but found most children there were from my town, and when we were discharged we had to fend back in the world alone. They wondered why most kids go back 2 times. I was lucky enough to get to know social worker in town, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, and a nurse. But here is where I need your help.

IF ANYONE HAS A DREAM OR PLAN TO WORK IN ANY SOCIAL WORK FIELDS OR PSYCHOLOGIST, PSYCHIATRIST, THERAPY, OR MEDICAL POLICY WORK PLEASES MESSAGE ME.

Within the next forty or so year I hope to start a project where this town gets a day clinic where patients would have treatment post hospitaliztion put in this area.