Life is too much right now
Hi I am new here.... I have been having anxiety for a while (since high school) but I think I may need to talk to my doctor about medication. There are so many things pilling up and I don't know what to do. I am a senior in college and I'm having a lot of trouble with my math classes. I have a math disability called dyscalculia. Because my math scores are so low on the ACT I have to take 4 math classes to graduate. I just feel like I will never graduate even though I do have accommodations for my add. My family and I will be moving out of our family home next spring. The house we now have is to hard to take care of. It is better to move now because my dad was diagnosed with early onset alzheimers a few years ago. He is doing really well though. He never gets angry and is really good natured dispite his diagnosis. I do have a place to go when we move. I might be staying at my grandpas home and pay rent. I will have to take two classes next semester and quit my student worker job to focus on the math. I do feel a lot of pressure to get a full time job even though my family is very supportive. I still feel like I am not enough or I can not live up to my own expectations.
I do understand and feel for anyone going through alzheimers or college it is a hard thing to go through.