I haven't had anxiety lately but...

... I think I broke. It's been 3 weeks without any anxiety attacks and that's good but I like got mentally tired or something and since they stopped I've been feeling numb. Like depressed (?) and I feel like I cannot relate to people. I feel nothing from others, distant like watching a movie and people are characters, things just move around, I feel like a foreign or even not human. The sensation is not that strong but it's there.

i feel like a zero multiplied by zero. I have identified as non binary demisexual but what if that is kind of a way to justify that I just can't feel or relate.

i don't know what to think about this. Am I depressed?