Finally 😁

I am leaving for university but for some reason i i feel relaxed. My home life was not as good as I wanted ,we had our good moments,but we were borderline abusive to each other. My mother is borderline toxic,my dad almost nevet gave a shit and i was always in the middle ,along with my brother. I was always compred with others,always criticised, i i always had to rely to my mom's constantly changing behaviour to get on her good side. But now,i feel relaxed . A new chapter is about to open in my life and i i will not let it get to waste like i i wasted my childhood and teen years. Idk i i just feel this way