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Abeach02
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Relationship Stress / by Abeach02
Last post
 January 13th, 2022
...See more Hello guys and gals. Just a week ago a guy I had been hanging out with for a few months told me he liked me. I was sceptical at first but he was a kind guy and he is almost the only one keeping me company as I am lonely in my uni without a group of people to call friends. So I said that I liked him too and now we are in a relationship which I am beginning to regret,as he puts almost no effort into it. I always have to make the first step ,or else we wouldn't even hold hands. I have told him my problems but he doesn't seem to understand. I try to love him but I don't find him attractive anymore. I feel lonely but I don't have the heart to break up with him as it's only the beginning but i honestly don't want to feel so conflicted about my feelings towards him. Just yesterday we were on a date and all I could think about was leaving,which made me feel so terrible. I don't know what to do I thought I could keep being in the relationship until we figure it out but I doubt anything good will come out of that
Should I just give up?
Anxiety Support / by Abeach02
Last post
 April 22nd, 2021
...See more I have been trying. Really hard. For everything. I studied really hard to go to the college i wanted,tried to make friends,tried to be fit, beautiful,nice. And where am I now? Lonely, depressed,with lost sense of self and fat. I feel liek I will never achieve the happiness i want and I will never become important to anyone. I feel like extra weight. I can't go a day without thinking of how useless and stupid I am. I am first year at university and instead of going out and living my free life that i have been yearning since i was a teenager i am confined to four walls ,friendless,and without being a good student. I am tired of trying. I want to give up. Every step forward leads me two steps back. I don't want this anymore.
Finally 😁
Anxiety Support / by Abeach02
Last post
 September 13th, 2020
...See more I am leaving for university but for some reason i i feel relaxed. My home life was not as good as I wanted ,we had our good moments,but we were borderline abusive to each other. My mother is borderline toxic,my dad almost nevet gave a shit and i was always in the middle ,along with my brother. I was always compred with others,always criticised, i i always had to rely to my mom's constantly changing behaviour to get on her good side. But now,i feel relaxed . A new chapter is about to open in my life and i i will not let it get to waste like i i wasted my childhood and teen years. Idk i i just feel this way
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