Fear of paper work

I avoid anything with bills or that it related to finances.

The trauma comes from my father financially abusing my mother and I ended up being codependent trying to defend her.

Now my mind an elderly and she asked me to do her finances...

I would rather not. It getting me Anxiety everyday.

Anyway.. Everyday I heard you are supposed to do one step at a time.. Because apparently they the only way hour to conquer this..

Tommorow is anther day...