Every day
sensibleSkies8757
March 25th, 2020
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I feel in danger every day. I am always terrified and feel attacked and violated. I am and i cannot prove it because my abusers hide behind national security. It has caused me to be terrified easily of common things.
I hate living like this. I never feel safe. I tried to whistle blow on undercover police and they want revenge.
I do basic routines but they are not much. I am barely functional at all.
My coping tools are spied on and used against me so I dont feel safe doing anything. It is hard enough for me to concentrate and function. This extra stress is making it more cruel.