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sensibleSkies8757
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Where do folks meet in real life?
Group Support / by sensibleSkies8757
Last post
 August 13th, 2021
...See more I am failing miserably to meet anyone. I have no life at all. Why do we live in a harem culture where folks only interact with their own cliques while many are locked out with no one? I can spend a day surrounded by many and yet no one speaks with me and I intimidated or held no interest anyone I attempted to converse with. Why don't we have a culture designed where everyone is included? This culture is too cluelessly arrogant and timid. It is a painfully depressing place to live. Others love it this way. They don't appear to care all the harm their social discrimination in fact causes. All we can do is suffer politely.
Documentation of my morning
Journals & Diaries / by sensibleSkies8757
Last post
 July 9th, 2021
...See more Today DMH monitored me in the community. They tested me to see if I was paying attention in the store. I moved out of their way because I paid attention. They monitored my purchase with cashier. I had no problems. I was unhappy with the price of the hand sanitizer but that will in absolutely no way interfere with my ability to provide housing, food and clothing for myself. I was polite and calm. I remained hydrated. I knew exactly what I visited the store for and where to find it. I was not lost in any way. I remained alert and coherent. I was in no way a danger to myself or others. The two DMH workers who monitored me should have a decent review of my behavior if reasonable. I am concerned they will feel I dress too warm in this weather. I am switching to lighter colors to reflect heat and limiting how much I am outside in the sun. I have had no health problems because of the heat whatsoever. I wear gloves to avoid germs in public.
Please stop trying to frame me to target my SSI payments
Disability Support / by sensibleSkies8757
Last post
 April 16th, 2020
...See more Can these vindictive undercover cops please stop lying loudly in the driveway talking falsehoods about me in an attempt to make me appear as if i am working when I cannot. I heard the detective undercover use my name saying "**** isnt here he dont want to make no money?" . Please stop doing dishonest skits talking falsehoods about me in attempt to misportray me. Now i suspect there is surveillance from SSI they secretly know about. They are putting on a dishonest skit outside talking about me in an attempt to lie about me. Please stop targeting my ssi. I cannot support myself and you are being dishonest and attempting to get me kicked off out of malice. You are placing my life in danger and risking leaving me homeless with a disability. Clearly you are racist and spiteful. You treat ssi disability beneficiaries as liars and try to coyly misportray us after wrongly reporting us to the OIG office for investigation. You are lying doing a skit on purpose to attempt to misportray me to investigators. You are undercover cops yourself being corrupt and malicious and dishonest. You are setting people up in attempt to wrongly get them kicked off SSI disability that we sorely need. edited by FM CaringBrit moved to a more appropiate subforum
SSI disability forum
Anxiety Support / by sensibleSkies8757
Last post
 March 29th, 2020
...See more Is there a forum for SSI disability problems/anxiety?
Every day
Anxiety Support / by sensibleSkies8757
Last post
 March 27th, 2020
...See more I feel in danger every day. I am always terrified and feel attacked and violated. I am and i cannot prove it because my abusers hide behind national security. It has caused me to be terrified easily of common things. I hate living like this. I never feel safe. I tried to whistle blow on undercover police and they want revenge. I do basic routines but they are not much. I am barely functional at all. My coping tools are spied on and used against me so I dont feel safe doing anything. It is hard enough for me to concentrate and function. This extra stress is making it more cruel.
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