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Dealing with Ptsd symptoms

lavenderFarm3163 April 2nd, 2020

ive suffered from ptsd from some abuse in the past. I'm 24 now and it feels like my situation will never improve. There are times when I feel better and more confidant but then something happens and I'm set back. I think the issue that bothers me the most is how lonely I feel. Given that the abuse was done to me by a family member, I don't trust anybody. I can't let anyone too close for the fear that they'll also hurt me. Just looking to vent and wondering if anybody else feels the same and wondering how anybody else deals with it.

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Jem7Cups April 4th, 2020

@lavenderFarm3163

Firstly, thank you for being so beautifully candid. That couldn't have been easy. You've been very brave 😊

PTSD is very traumatic - and can have knock on affects on how you live your life (i.e. having trust issues). Have you seen a professional about ways that you can combat this? You deserve a chance to live your best life.

Please take good care of yourself during these tough times. I'm here if you need to chat.

Jem πŸ’œ

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lavenderFarm3163 OP April 14th, 2020

@Jem7Cups

Hi Jem, when I posted this, I believe I was just triggered. I feel a lot better now. Thank you so much for your concern πŸ’œ In the meantime I will continue focusing on my meditation practices and on managing my sleep schedule πŸ’œ

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Kaztaz April 14th, 2020

Hello.ive suffered with PTSD for 47 years but I have only been diagnosed 2 years ago before that they said I had depression and anxiety

Kaztaz April 14th, 2020

@lavenderFarm3163

Hello yes I do know how you feel and I get bad flash backs too and it is lonely as people dont and carnt understand what happens or maybe dont wont to Karen x

staya1ivef0rme61 April 16th, 2020

@lavenderFarm3163 try writing a no-send letter to your abuser to get closure. as for the rest, i get how it feels to be lonely. take baby steps. stay safe <3

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lavenderFarm3163 OP April 18th, 2020

@staya1ivef0rme61 @kaztaz

Thank you for your replies.It helps to know that there are others who can relate. Sending you all light and healing <3

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