Anxiety Judgement. (what is the worst you have been told....)

God damn I'm sorry so many other people are having the same problems. Genuinely didn't expect a reply here. ❤️

Well you all inspired me so now I've joined an art therapy group and I've done so well (and the fact I have mental and physical issues) I'm now starting up an outreach! Where people can't get outside I'll go to them and do art therapy .. hopefully .. turns out no one here has a clue about anxiety ect only what they've read in books and those people are the worst. And I understand it so hopefully that helps with my panics, helping other people over theirs :D

still convinced I'll die alone though, haha.

Whenever I got frustrated or overwhelmed I would cry. My mom signed me up for this program and the teacher there yelled at me telling me that I couldn't cry because crying was for babies.

thanks to that teacher, I haven't cried in front of anyone for three years and I don't know how to show my true feelings in front of anyone anymore.

To make it worse, I got bullied too because I cried all the time.

I was once told to get over it and my anxiety is just really me being over emotional and sensitive. It' really unfortunate how some people view stuff and I hope if anyone has gone throigh harsh comments or ect that they have stayed strong and know that your feelings are valid and not wrong. you feel how you feel and that' okay.

I've cried so much in my life I barely show any emotion. My friend always tells me that she never knows when I feel something because I never show anything, I'm afraid someone will judge me. The other day however, I had a complete break down in my 2nd period but instead of crying I laughed hysterically. Is that normal? I also recently found out that I most likely have social anxiety however it is a self diagnosis. Am I crazy? I feel crazy.

Well I've been called all kinds of names by ex boyfriends that I have dated. I've been called a psycho b****, crazy, nuts, words I cannot say on here. My daughter's father would then turn around and deny those name Colleen after he said it plain and emotional roller coaster game with me following me into my bedroom continuing to call me those names following me outside as I tried to get him away from him. My last boyfriend after him would call me these names when he got really drunk and then never remember that he called me any of those names because he had been so trashed period after a while you start believing the names that they call you because of the emotional abuse. So it's hard to trust anybody or believe sometimes that that's not really what you are. So now I'm at my point of my life I try to get into some kind of relationship and I look at these guys and think they're just going to do the same thing.