Fear of Failure
I used to be easy going. I laughed when I failed a test, and I smiled when I didn't win a medal. Don't get me wrong. I cared about my grades and my accomplishments, but whenever I failed, I just said that maybe it was wasn't meant for me. I was okay with it. I tried harder the next opportunity that I got.
But lately, everything I cared about started crashing down. I used to be a president of my high school organizations. I used to be an honor student. I used to date this great great guy. I used to be so much more, but then I lost all of it in a span of a month. I cried. It honestly hurts. I tried joining another club; I was rejected. I auditioned for our track team; they said that they didn't think I was good enough.
I used to feel okay about failure, but nowadays, I'm fragile.
I feel like a failure.
People expect too much from me and I don't know how to handle it. I want to please them and to prove to myself that I am not, but how can I do that when nothing is going right?