nightmare I had
Lately I had been having some nightmares, today was very different from any kinda nightmares I had before, probably it has been influenced by desperation for wanting to improve, maybe i am pushing myself too much pass the breaking point. Previous to going to sleep there were thoughts in my mind as if they were coming from somebody else, or passing thoughts of other people, My dream was more in the realm of insanity, part of always have the believe that in your dreams you could connect with some entities or gods or something. I fully dont recall my dream, but I recall connecting with something or someone or some ones in my dream, it felt more like my dream I was hyper loaded with information, and stimulated past my braking point. It felt like those who contacted me wanted me to do bad things for them, but all these was being done telepathically, like if our minds were connecting, and i was not to speak of this to anyone. I was surprised that I managed to sleep during the nightmare. I woke up at a bit before 3 am, maybe being too much alone could had contributed to this.
and me that was thinking that oh i havent had nightmares in such a long time, and here we are again, nightmares.
