Scared

I start my senior year of college on Monday and I'm scared. I didn't make it this far in high school. I ended up getting my GED. I feel like I can do it, but a part of me is telling me this is a lot. But I will be done in October and walk next year. I don't want to psych myself out. I'm buying a bike this week and I'm hoping I can calm myself once in a while with bike and listen to music. I will exercise at the same time. But, I'm nervous. I'm going into law enforcement and I'm also hoping to go back to get a degree to finish my firefighter certifications. I'm hoping this feeling doesn't say to people 'oh look how weak she is, she can't do anything in her life'.