@ItsMeJax
Hello Jax, my name is Moon and I am a Listener and Academy Intern here at 7 Cups. I completely understand this feeling. If you suffer from anxiety, this is so common of a feeling. Cluttered spaces tend to make us feel more anxious, especially if we are experiencing issues with Social Anxiety as well.
This can make us feel like we are suffocating.
I have Agoraphobia and GAD, so I truly understand how you must be feeling right now. I can see through the replies that there are others too who feel this same way.
I want you to know, first off that you are valid and that your feelings matter. I know how much effort it can take for someone with anxiety to even go out of the house, let alone in public. Anxiety can make something as "simple" as a grocery trip feel like torture almost.
May I ask you what other symptoms of anxiety you feel when you go out? Sometimes it helps to talk about this stuff and process it. I just want you to know I, and other Listeners on here are here for you. If you ever need to process things, please reach out on the:
www.7Cups.com/BrowseListeners page.
We also have helpful guides on Anxiety and one of the resources that you may find of some benefit to you is our Social Anxiety guide.
https://www.7cups.com/social-anxiety/
Please remember, you are not alone. We are here for you.
Sending love and light - Moon.