Been a while
It's been a while since I have been here. Tried many different things over the past year, and nothing seems to be working. Been on the Joyous program for over 3 months, with no relief, now trying Bio-HRT, as my 57 year old hormones are not what they used to be. A lot going on in my life between work, my falling apart relationship, I'm even going to be a Grandma next year, along with my daughter getting married next fall. Wanting to retire early to help care for my upcoming grand daughter, but knowing, financially I just can't do it yet. My fiancee and I argue all the time because I am so irritable and crabby. My anxiety levels are off the charts, and my depression is keeping me from doing a lot of things I used to enjoy. Everything is an effort.
@JannmReiki1967
Oh no! I'm sorry to hear how everything seems so much effort and how much you have on your plate right now. Its good to hear that you are talking to your doctor and trying things to see if the help. I do hope they help. But I know it's hard work to keep trying all the time. Particularly if you feel your relationship isn't in a good place to be giving you support right now.
You are doing good. Its OK to be crabby sometimes. Let all the crabbiness out here. Sometimes there's nothing better than a good old rant, to clear the path forward.