Anxiety at Work

Hello everyone,

I just want to share a bit about what I'm struggling with in hopes of getting a little support.

I have a budget at work and have to wait for my supervisor to tell me if there are any changes for the year. After several asks from Sept on, she finally told me what I'm looking at for purchasing amounts. I had spent very little because I didn't know what I was working with.

I asked the admin assistant if she could give me totals with the few purchases I had made taken into account and she gave me numbers way above my budget! 

My records don't show this. My purchasing card doesn't show this. When I talked with another supervisor and they looked, their records didn't show this.

I've been let go from a job due to a mistake with budgeting before and am worried this will come up at my next job performance evaluation. Quite anxiou!