Ability to sabotage
Mshadows
December 29th, 2023
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I’m not completely ok with my ability to sabotage or destroy myself. The idea of me capable of such things makes me extremely anxious and overwhelmed. I cannot really think of anything else. It drives me crazy and cannot enjoy myself, not even on weekends. So imagine how I feel about other who I cannot control or read their minds. My anxiety goes to the roof when I think of approaching someone or someone approaching me. My imagination goes wild and cannot think of anything else beside what they could do to me, are they going to hurt me, humiliate me, kill me even?
Anyone has similar experiences?