Not coping well.

I'm heavily debating going back on meds for my ADD.

I have bad issues with motivation. There's so many things I want to and need to do and all I can find myself doing is sitting and watching youtube or chatting with people etc. I've been doing writing prompts for october/halloween things figuring forcing myself to do one a day would help me get back into my writing and I can't seem to finish day 3. I'm getting frustrated with myself and with working as a paraprofessional at a preschool my days are tiring as hell and I feel overwhelmed by the lack of free time after school for myself. That's leaving me with again more lack of motivation to get things done. I hate it and I wish I didn't have to deal with this any more.