Porn & masturbation addiction
I am a 21 year old guy.I have masturbated & watched porn for around 7 years.With passage of every year my need to watch hardcore porn increased as normal porn could not satisfy me anymore.I used to get pleasure in seeing women in pain,treated as sex toys,beaten with canes on their private parts & body till their body turned red.I have seen women whose nipple were pierced with a needle,a woman whose vagina was sewn with a thread & various horrible porn.I just want to tell that porn destroyed my life & no one should watch porn ever in life.It destroys your perception of women & you treat them as sex objects.I would recommend people struggling with porn to watch Dr Trish Leigh’s video about nofap & porn addiction & also watch gary wilson’s video on youtube titled “ The Great porn Experiment” to understand how porn affects our brain & life.I would recommend you to join the nofap community(It is basically an online committee of people who want to get rid of porn addiction also check the nofap website to know about what NOFAP is all about.I have been on Nofap hard mode(It means no porn ,no edging,no masturbation or orgasm)since more than 90 days.every porn addict should try nofap(it is really worth doing it).After doing nofap I feel emotions intensely earlier I used to numb my emotions by porn & my anxiety levels have reduced a lot & I have got various other benefits.I know nofap is very hard but I recommend you try nofap once.
I recommend people trying to quit porn to try to substitute your porn habits with positive or good habits in your process of recovering from porn e.g. exercising or going to gym,doing meditation,socialising etc.It will help you alot
Thanks for sharing your story. I also have been addicted to porn for 15 years, it’s true that with time, the simple things are not satisfying to you anymore. I’ve been free from porn 1 year now and i totally agree with you, pornography is destroying your life. I still struggle to have real intimacy with my wife, but it’s hard. I didn’t knew about the antifap community, but seems like a nice place to quit porn. Stay safe!
