Mental Harm Addiction *Trigger*
You can move this to the appropriate place. I need to vent. I'm constantly daydreaming to these extreme lengths. So much so that I've even geniunely experienced psychosis. How do I stop this constant need to mental harm enjoying my suffering through this intensive never ending dream? It's like I want to stop but I also don't want to stop at the same time. The lines are blurred from myself and reality and I can't stop sinking myself deeper in this hole. What will it take for me to stop? the constant suffering I endure inside why do I do this to myself? Why am I doing this and why do I enjoy it so much? Haha even now, I'm not suffering because what I'm saying but I'm purposely rousing myself to be stressed out. Addictions are weird, aren't they?