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warmheartedDeception
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Hidden BDD
OCD & Related Behaviors / by warmheartedDeception
Last post
 May 15th, 2021
...See more I'm not going to write anything specfic. Since I was 10 I've always thought I was someone else entirely. I hate my physical body and the only thing that gives me comfort is pretending it's not there. I also hide and pretend to be other people. I spend my entire life since I was 10 daydreaming constantly and pretending someone else was living in my place instead of me. I don't identify with my physical appearance or name at all. I still haven't told anyone.
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Mental Harm Addiction *Trigger*
Addiction Support / by warmheartedDeception
Last post
 May 28th, 2020
...See more You can move this to the appropriate place. I need to vent. I'm constantly daydreaming to these extreme lengths. So much so that I've even geniunely experienced psychosis. How do I stop this constant need to mental harm enjoying my suffering through this intensive never ending dream? It's like I want to stop but I also don't want to stop at the same time. The lines are blurred from myself and reality and I can't stop sinking myself deeper in this hole. What will it take for me to stop? the constant suffering I endure inside why do I do this to myself? Why am I doing this and why do I enjoy it so much? Haha even now, I'm not suffering because what I'm saying but I'm purposely rousing myself to be stressed out. Addictions are weird, aren't they?
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