Update and my experience with this addiction now.
Lately been very open about this issue because learned how hard this addiction really is. Affects so many part of you as a person. But because it affect me from teenager it turns out to be misunderstanding more then anything else. Since this is not a well known issue not many people seems to care about it rather they treat you like some kind of piece of trash. Im thinking if i could learn or get a job som ZdtZ2x'**,ewhere i would get out of my country and try to heal or do something about it with people who can help me. Its stressful to know your well intention like openness and choices you did like get out of school to learn find something better of figure out this addiction and all leads up to me being misunderstands in so many ways. If this is the case i would feel sick being here like stress headache and and want to puke.
Just want to vent.
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a challenging time. It sounds like you're facing a lot of stigma and misunderstanding surrounding your addiction, which can be incredibly difficult to cope with. It's important to remember that addiction is a complex issue that affects many aspects of a person's life, and seeking help and support is a brave and important step towards healing.
