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neonScarf9246
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PathStep 15 Compassion hearts141 Forum posts74 Forum upvotes70 Current upvotes70 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceOctober 23, 2023
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Heyolo. Im 21 from cambodia.

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Useful app you know.
20 & Over Community / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 July 19th
...See more On playstore Meditation, recovery, better yourself. Brightmind Smart recovery Superbetter Virtual machine on your phone Vmos. Made by chinese but i need virtual machine on phone so i used it.
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Ideas i want to run it through you guys.
Positivity & Gratitude / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 June 26th
...See more I really liked no longer human because its similer innthe way my brain works. I tend to default to pure analysis when i read it. So now im thinking if negativity and stupidity of social media can becomes its own culture in an easy, fast and attractive fashion to their target audience why not create a positive space build with critical thinking and emotional intelligence in a style if ozamu dazai words in his novel? Any emotional state can understand and relate and it can be an instantanious grap those are in the mainstream or negative space to these positive environment. Is this idea already explored somewhere else that i didnt know? If that were the case tell me and hopefully i can delete this thread in the future. Why is thread no delete now on android?
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Holy. the listener.
Newbie Hub / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 June 11th
...See more It would useful to have a tip feature. When in the tab listener wish there were a feature telling me if the start a new chat was very frustrating then find one on the find the listener tap. The amount of retelling my story to 10 or 20 people and getting ghosted while being respectful to them can be very frustrating experiences.
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Some positivity i found.
Positivity & Gratitude / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 June 8th
...See more Learning alot and thankfully the content i choose and resources are all positive culture. Thinh nhat hanh, andrea dorfman, ted talks. Quotes sites. Its feels so much more peaceful and free when you know you dont need anything. There are things that we want but just that idea is very freeing for me. Ups and downs can be objective. Knowledge helps to navigate it and put those into words i can talk or express it in which way i want it to be. Im still very new to this positive culture but its so much better then my old environment i used to be. Before i just follow or do what seems cool. Those sort of manipulation of how the human behaviour or brain works by large profit company or other big entities. Many more steps i want to take in this direction.
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Update on addiction.
Addiction Support / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 June 7th
...See more Recently learned the porn addiction is very new and have very negative impact on so many people. So i decided to be open about it to raise awareness about it. But because of the affects it as on me so it ended up being misintepreted. But after i found fightthenewdrug website and yourbrainonporn realized why i couldnt resist the temptation. It very difficult and not many people known this issue to be a real issue. Most people wouldnt care about it because its not alchohol or cocaine or heroin. Im in asia which make things worse. I dont know the effects that it has now to the people i open up to. My name or family. Lately stressed because of it thinking if i could somehow with missing teenage years get a job outside of this country and to a place where they understands and can help would be better. Not to say people around me donr help me but just the barely known part makes even my family treat me like trash even in their tone sometimes. Theres many positive step i took to understand and work toward something better but if this is how they interpret my addiction then i couldnt bare to be in this country. No one would understand it enough even most people would put a blind eye to it. I know theres thread and website but if my current life is like this then this is ***. Jobs not going well then this? Just another downwars spiral. Just vent it out since how stressful it is for me now.
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Update and my experience with this addiction now.
Addiction Support / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 June 10th
...See more Lately been very open about this issue because learned how hard this addiction really is. Affects so many part of you as a person. But because it affect me from teenager it turns out to be misunderstanding more then anything else. Since this is not a well known issue not many people seems to care about it rather they treat you like some kind of piece of trash. Im thinking if i could learn or get a job som ZdtZ2x'**,ewhere i would get out of my country and try to heal or do something about it with people who can help me. Its stressful to know your well intention like openness and choices you did like get out of school to learn find something better of figure out this addiction and all leads up to me being misunderstands in so many ways. If this is the case i would feel sick being here like stress headache and and want to puke. Just want to vent.
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Random type of songs. :))))
Music & Dance / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 April 11th
...See more Black as night https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qt7DFLovvD8 Andromeda https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aki1Xn36eJ8 Tú https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhQ4WVJwz7w Mischevious boy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXuGVBd3zsA Till then https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPdidRreduM Chinatown https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sW1hpWof-dE Running https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBqh86yBSBA Black madonna https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1_IXFQY5Wk Rage against the bull (denzel curry triple j ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1_IXFQY5Wk
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Sharing some music. Mostlg relaxed.
Music & Dance / by neonScarf9246
Last post
 August 19th
...See more Space between two worlds. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUGEdttx04k Legendary theme. (Acustic) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W__p0gCBSZI Lied to me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0-3caA4088 Easily https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVcKpArcokg
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