It’s the Small wins

If you knew me and therefore cared, lol, you’d have been proud of me tonight. It’s always either me or my husband that is the bad influence when it comes to quitting this vice that ruins so many lives and has almost a handful of my/our skin in its claws. Today was day 1. Again. But you noticed I said WAS. We made it. By the end of the day he was *** at me for who-knows-why and he was going to get some, I knew it ahead of time. So I took all the debit cards and the cash and I hid it. And now we go to sleep sober. In different rooms albeit but sober. I can’t say I’m happy lol but I will not let this thing take me down like it has so many others. F*** that.