Everything sucks and i feel so depressed
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i feel so weird and abnormal all the time. i struggle with pmo ans i just want to skip to the part in my life where i don’t keep coming back to it. at nights i feel depressed and i hahe being alone with my thoughts. i don’t like who i am, an anxious shell of a person who struggles to articulate my thoughts. i want to be confident and i want to change. talk therapy rarely works because i don’t have it in me to be committed to homework. i don’t feel like i deserve good thjngs so i self sabotage all the time. and when i do engage in self care, i just feel selfish. i am mentally exhausted. i wish i could take a break from being me, even just for once.
@easyMoon4237 More power to you, Life is hard and youve already come very far. Even if you feel like nothings gonna work, it will because it always has. You fall, you get depressed and its hard to get out of the loop. But it isnt forever, I hope you find the strength to get out of this.
