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I really hate everything

Birdie0613 August 21st, 2023

There’s no joy in anything. Everything is just hard. I am not who I was and I can’t ever be. I’m losing my abilities in everything. It’s not gonna get any better is it?

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SolarGenerator August 22nd, 2023

@Birdie0613 Although it doesn't feel like it now...

It gets better

LostTurtle2 August 23rd, 2023

When you're in a black hole, it seems like there is no hope. But miracles happen and light will come to you. Please talk to you family and friends. Ask for help. I'm sure everyone would help if they knew what you are going through.

stilltrying126 August 24th, 2023

I think pleasure in life ebbs and flows. I’m trying to start my morning with a short motivational. It helps to have someone to talk to. I also have 2 dogs to keep me company till hubby and teen come home. I believe things will get better.

shyCat542 August 24th, 2023

I feel the same!

Emmat62 September 9th, 2023

I feel similar. Everything is gray ,even my emotions.

usedItUp September 13th, 2023

Life can be an ugly experience.

There are many circumstances, such as illness that must be overcome in the best way you can.

The truly ugly thing about life though is the ugly evil things others sometimes do to us. Sometimes others can damage you and your life beyond recovery or repair.


Katsuddon September 13th, 2023

Everyone has off days that can extend over time. It will for sure get better in the future. For now I hope you have a nice day :).

Birdie0613 OP October 1st, 2023

I am alone. We are each and every one of us alone.


Years of therapy did nothing. You can’t undo all the decades of horrible things happening with therapy.


They can’t be erased and coping or learning to find moments of happiness isn’t enough.


this just sucks. I never asked to be here. This whole system of being brought into a world and a life you never asked for is just plain stupid.


Were I asked, I’d have said no thanks.


I am so sorry I learned this after I had kids because I did the same thing to them. I’m sorry girls!

mjc78 October 1st, 2023

@Birdie0613 me too. I wish I could be more supportive but I relate very much.