I'm not sure

Hello. I just wanted to check in with myself to write down how I'm truly feeling.

I feel alone. I'm lonely.

My friends are currently not talking to me. Whenever I try to include myself into the group of friends I have they seem to ignore me. I genuinely try, I try to get into their games, speak to them, and have fun but no matter what I do for some reason they won't include me or ignore me. Now I know I could just bring this up to them and I have but none of them seem to want to try to speak to me. I would genuinely try my hardest within my group to be included. Its just not working.

I've reached the point where I've muted the group chat because it frustates me so much I can't even look at it without being upset that nobody wants me around. I've logged out of any social media because it just so tiring trying so hard to make it work...

I just don't understand anymore.