This can’t be my life
Without going into great detail, i have struggled financially my whole life due to my dyslexia causing issues for me in the workforce. The jobs ive worked equal the years ive been on this planet. Sleeping in my van with my dog watching people around me have the time & money to go play! Ive never had enough money to go play. Its shocking to me that this is my life. But it cant be why im here on this planet. To struggle like this. Whats the lesson? I dont want pity from those who see me with judgement first. Or frustration from those who yell at me to go get a job. I dont sit on the street corner holding a sign. I want to sew and enjoy what i do. I dont do piece work because im too slow. Ive never had the desire for sports or a high stress job. Whats the lesson for me while im here? Im clueless! Being homeless & strapped for cash every second of my life isnt it! Where’s my break? 🙁