My messy life
I seem to be the cause of this too. Today went to see ex because he took my 2 dogs when I was in hospital. Well that just breaks my heart , they miss me and lots of hugs and kisses. In the end I have to go, heart breaks.
Today was second day and ex was really nice and talkative, I think I got hopes up and said I loved him too. Well he said he didn’t owe me any explanation. So I gave dogs love and told him I loved him too , then left.
When I got home I called a friend and I felt I needed to explain my situation. I went to far and she said she had to go. I think she thinks I was looking for help and I sent msg not looking for help but friendship. On top of everything I am very lonely , so I think I went to far in explaining. My other friends I talk to both have things today. I’m feeling lost .
On a positive note I sent request for therapy to an agency that I found accepts my insurance. Fingers crossed I need to get therapy and not lean on friends so much.