Why u can be sad

Honestly even if I don’t wanna think abt the hurt I just feel it

then I’m sad cuz seeing ppl getting care n concern for their mental health but nobody properly cared abt me

ppl used me but before I knew it it was already too late

they left n ghosted

i I couldn’t do anything

i still feel abandoned bound to find strength in myself everyday

it is hard

it gotten better with me not falling into self pity but there are still times I’m suddenly there

i just don’t want to anymore

i don’t deserve it

but knowing how much i did for ppl just for them did almost nothing like no surprise nobody ever tried something nice out of pure interest or effort

i gave them my all whilst they left me with nothing💔

its a lot to process no matter how many months pass by…

to all in this pain: I empathise with you ppl

i wish I could say more to this but there are no words that can bring comfort for already done damage

❣️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥💔💕