Tired
So sad now. Sadness of dissapointment. Why nobody understands me. I am just asking for little love and care. Is it hard to give?. Lack of dopamine... I am exhausted now. Mentally and physically.
May be its my fault, i care about these people and do whatever i can for them, and in return i expect the same, which i dont get back..... I am a fool.
Something wrong with me. Thats why nobody likes me. Thats why i dont like anyone.
I am just tired of all negative thought that came to my mind when i meet a person.i am never be good enough for anyone.. Thats why nobody likes me... I am just a tissue paper.. People can use and throw me.
May be they are right. May be i am the problem
Wherever it is i am tired....
I tried self love. I can't do that.. I need someone to love me. I need validation that i am worth loving...