Can someone help me?
Hy guys,
I haven't posted any threads before so please forgive me for any mistakaes.
I have feelings for my bestfriend but never had the courage to express it for two reasons, 1. What would be his feelings 2. My family, they are very much against all these and I know myself that I won't be able to go against them. So I decided to move on but my bestfriend himself expressed his feelings but I'm not able to completely accept this as I know the reality of my family. I don't want to give him any hopes and hurt him. He didn't ask me anything regarding this and wants me to study as we have our finals coming up but I'm not able to.
I'm too distracted on everything right now he feels that he is responsible for the situation and blames himself which eventually leads us to fight everytime.
I don't know what to do now. I'm trying to study but not able to and I can't even explain thid to my family as they are joint family with all the old traditions. I can't even think of going against my mom because she is the only one for me after my father's death.
Even though being in a joint family I never had the feeling of family with anyone except my mom but she values each and everyone which I can't say no.
I'm very much struck and have no idea. At present I just want to study and complete my finals.